If you’re referring to my most recent text post then there are numerous answers. Anything that links to thoughts, people, events, fears and worries, stressors, etc that have been involved with my depression. People are nosy/curious, and sometimes they don’t realize that some of the questions they ask or subjects they bring up unexpectedly evoke unwanted emotions and thoughts in the receiver. It’s like talking to a recovering drug addict about drugs, in a way. You would hopefully never do that, so don’t risk hurting someone’s recovery progress for the sake of your nosiness or curiosity. This goes for other people as well as myself.
Anonymous: What boy did you lose your virginity to?
If you don’t already know the answer then there’s no point in telling you.
I know people don’t always mean to, but sometimes they say the most seemingly insignificant things that just so happen to trigger the shit out of me.
Anonymous: do you ever regret losing your virginity?
no I don’t
I say I want to talk to people but as soon as someone talks to me I get anxiety and don’t want to anymore.
Anonymous: My most memorable dream will haunt me forever. I had to watch everyone I've ever loved die on inexplicable terms. Some were murdered, some in tragic accidents, etc. And in the end, there was nothing I could do about it. I was all alone.
My friend told me she had a dream similar once. A lot of the people that she loved were in front of her really hurting themselves or something and she couldn’t stop them. I imagine the word to describe that feeling would be helpless. I’m glad it was just a dream.
Anonymous: one time I had a dream that I was having a birthday party and there was a water slide fun jump and everyone was having a great time until it started raining and the water slide fun jump floated up with me on top of it and then all of the sudden I was naked and I was floating higher and higher up. Then one of my friends that was there yelled 'just jump.' that's when I realized I was butt ass naked. The End
I actually like this a lot??? It gave me a interesting image and it made me laugh. Thank you. (-:
someone should explain to me in detail an interesting memorable dream they’ve had so I can write a 30 line poem about it for English due tomorrow bc i don’t remember many of my dreams and I’m not great at making things like that up